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Thursday, March 1, 2012 If you do read my blog. I would have hoped that you told me abt it. But i guess u are too busy with your life. I am highly hypocritical. At this point of time, i just feel like breaking down, running over to you for a hug. A warm hug. But I will never allow to become this weak. No matter how painful things are going, i will just clinch my first, throw all emotions behind, carry on walking forward. And hopefully at the end of the route, i can wash off all memories and start afresh. At times of this, i cant help but think of those happy memories. How i hope i can have them back now. You know how badly i have advocated on fighting for the future while we leave our past behind. Right now i feel like a total loser hoping to seek out the past for comfort. I have no idea what went wrong, but i can only pray that i was given another chance to try again. Maybe i just dont know when to give up, albeit at times when i look back, there are really seriously differences between the two of us, but i still believed we could have overcome them. But i guess we just had too little time to work on them. I have no idea wad will happen in this few months. Perhaps u will fall in love again. Perhaps get even closer with tgh whom in my very impression feels like is the best man for you. Frankly speaking, it will hurt alot if u get attached soon, and it sucks even more if it is going to be him. Somehow i am highly pessimistic, and i knew something along the line may happen. Wahaha. You may jolly well become the number one regret that i will never forget. Can someone help me? i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:13 PM |