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Friday, September 16, 2011 Found a reason for your existence again. It was great knowing that the event that you have planned single handed-ly become a success. Seeing how happy everyone was during the flying session earlier made me feel so accomplished. Everyone thanked me for putting it altogether and they want to be back next Friday. Kudos to myself. Im thankful, im proud of how things have gone. However as i walked down the same path back home, the serenity reminded me of how short lived that happiness was. Even if u had conquered the world, but as u take a time off that pride and glory.. you realize there is no one home to smile at ur accomplishments, neither are there people to feel proud of you. It was so cold and empty. Like having the entire world shut-off to myself. Yea.. the family was there to smile.. but u hoped that u have someone else there. Nothing seem to matter more. No feelings of joy, only numbness i find. Frenships fill up voids in the heart, but only for a moment. Love covers it up entirely. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:38 PM |