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Saturday, May 21, 2011 At some points of time, patience just ran low. And i realize, there is none for me anymore. I'm just too logical. When things like this happen, i go searching for the reason why it did. It is so true that a relationship depends neither on words nor flowers. Relationships are forged on experiences and time spent together. If u are having so little time to commit, relatively to somebody else, it is a call that nothing good is ever gonna turn out. And i was proven right. But why are certain mindsets and perspectives locked in so soon. Have u really waited for me for so long, and got so impatient? It's a dumb way to ends things. It did not end when i haven't paid enuf attention, it ended when i just wanted to pay attention. Must things really happen this way? Why didn't the two of us stay calm, and wind things back to the way it was back den? Why is ur heart so easily shaken by external factors? Why did ur heart change?? I cannot find anymore reasons than to say, u no longer love me. I hope I can be proven wrong. As of now, I am still living in my dreams. Dreaming that i will see u later today. Have a movie, dinner tgt and finally meet my frens. Go on dates during this long awaited holiday. More movies. Jap food. Sentosa. East Coast. The beach. Do all sorts of interesting things I've always planned of doing. But now, as i drag myself out of the bed, i realize, my phone no longer rings. There is no one, no one, to enjoy the time now with me. I've placed all my eggs in one basket, and I've lost all of them. Please let the sleeping continue. So i can live off in my dreams. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:25 AM |