It feels like a terribly long day that doesnt seem to end.

What kind of feeling is this. I dunno. self pity? Disappointment? Or Anger.

In life people make choices. And things in the virtual world.. such as games replicate life. However, virtual reality is so much different as compared to real life. The main difference is simply the undo button. For games, you can always save your progress, reload to the same point where u last saved, if the progression didnt happen to fall into what you wanted.

Life? The only thing u can do, when facing an adverse progression; stick ur thumb into your mouth and suck it hard. It's so sad things in life often happen in such a harsh manner. U can try so hard to make something work for you. Try as you can, but the passage of time at times seems to turn on you and screw ur ass up. Just like how The Rock would have put it.. Life has successfully shine my afford real nice, turn it sideways and stick it back right up my candy ass.

I really hated this scenario. And it really pains me so much. But there's nothing i can do to turn back time. I can only proceed onto the future with my thumb stuck straight in my mouth.

I guess i really needed my phone to ring, with someone there to say some nice warm words, offer a comfy shoulder where i can lie on. But well, where am I now? Alone at home. It's so quiet i can hear my fan turn. Didnt even have the usual laughter during dinner. All i had is this blog, my aeromaterials project, and an additional tutorial i must complete in prep of my Monday quiz.

It's hard not to turn crazy. I just hope this day ends quick.