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Tuesday, January 4, 2011 A father with his principles. A young couple with their problems. A young family that is growing up. Anymore and it will sound like a korean drama... Sometimes in life. U look back and u ask yourself. Have things really became better? It's a combination of mixed feelings. One U are unable to give urself a succinct answer. I suppose it's both better and worse. Are things really overheating as you said? Or is it just that u cant fully comprehend the issue that is at hand. I cant tell. If i were to think deep into it, i just seems to be a terrible terrible time to pass. School in 3weeks.. Lesser time for you(not the same you as above)... Principles to comply... and other possible problems that will arise. But why worry about life when it has yet to happen? What im sure, is that, i suppose it is really time to bring this relationship one level up. New challenges, new struggles, and a whole new storyline. Just like an expansion to world of warcraft. It sucks.. but it seems it is a real fact that u cant run away from fate. What belongs to you, will belong to you. No matter which way you take, the end will still be the same. So i shouldnt... No.. We shouldnt worry so much about certain things. For all that we are doing, someone up there has already decided on our future. Im willing to learn. And that is the best thing about me. It saddens me all the time not to be just the way to make things work, but i'll do my best. I dont believe in the dream guy/girl and all that crap. Things have to be roughened out in order to get it to work. Dream guy/girl? Believers can continue dreaming. It can be another guy/girl. But u will have ur share of roughening out to do nevertheless. Gambatte ne. Let's just do all that we can. So long as no one (not just the two of us) gets hurt along the way.. and all of us are happy ::) Even if the end isnt about the two of us. Im sure. We will still love each other in different ways. And it's still a happy ending. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:58 AM |