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Tuesday, May 11, 2010 It has been a long time bloggie. Sem 2 is done and i aint a freshie anymore. It's funny how tings pass by so quickly just in an instance. It's hard to believe there will be a new batch of aerospace students coming in next semester and i'll be ther senior already. So how have life been? New additions, and no losses i'd say. As i walked down the same path i took most of the time from the station back to my house, with both the usual sheep and gs, a sudden flash back appeared right in my mind; how we used to walk down the same path in our green shorts during our sec school days, to the days when we wore the same long pants in JC and now finally together as wadever we are now(in our berms and slippers). Things have never really changed, we merely become more of who we already are. And so this is what they truly meant, that a leopard never change its spots. And perhaps this sentence do extend to everyone in this world. I seem to have heard this fromsomewhere; "when a person have lived through adolescence, what's left in him is a leopard, who never changes its spots." Okay i made that up. Hahaha. U can try, but for all you can, is to fabricate a picture of the leopard with the spots you wish to have. Mingbang is a person not many will understand. He is a person who is always thinking. If he ever succeed, that will be the strength that brought him thus far. However a strength that aid in the same way it stings; a doubled edge sword. If he ever messes himself up, it'll be the thinking too. Successes, are hard to come by unfortunately, so my interpretation, Mingbang is a pretty messy guy inside too sometimes. He's thoughts are so viscous, sometimes it clouds him of what he already understands, and now things just look extremely confusing. Left or Right. What are you? He has no idea how to react anymore sometimes. Oh maybe he is really petty. For all the things he sees or hear, perhaps it's just good to turn a blind eye, ignore everything. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:40 AM |