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Thursday, January 28, 2010 I cant remember when was the last time i really felt so exhausted. Both physically and mentally. My day started at 7. had classes from 830 till 530. Hall rugby training from 630 till 9. And finally im HOME.. yes MY REAL HOME. like finally. Ok so things seems to be falling into place. So much for being the 3rd week of school. New found motivations. This sem will be better i knew it. Im just gonna go ahead fighting stronger than ever. I know i can become someone better at the end of the day. Oh my im so drained everywhere i dunno wad i shld say. waiting for my little angel to come online... i wonder where she is.. always MIA one ah she.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:45 PM Friday, January 15, 2010 My home feels so cold for some reasons. I guess i've enjoyed myself terribly well during the holidays last month. Well it was a good thing i had an unforgettable time with my love ones the cherished. And so the new semester begins, and i really thot i was prepared for it. Unknowingly my heart still wans to go back to those days when i can happily do and play wadeva i wan. Meet whoeva i want. It's tempting to hear things like eh wanna go out walk walk? lol.. i have to bring myself to focus. Chase your own shadow than. I told myself. Well actually, i feel, if there's someone u terribly wans to win, it shld be yourself. Just go about beating the person whom u were just a second ago every time makes u better than who u were by a bit. Im not gonna compare myself to anyone this sem. Im just gonna get thru it getting higher den 4.42 this sem and being alot fitter physically and mentally. I'm gonna be stronger. Yes. time to focus. for 4 mths i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:11 PM Tuesday, January 12, 2010 And all the certainties finally came to and end. I've settled all my modules for this sem. AE1002 Aerodiscovery Lab FE1002 Math 2 FE1007 Physics 2 FE1003 Chemistry HW110 Effective Communication EE8087 Living With Math HE104b Probabily and Stats Ended up with a pretty alright schedule. Tho it isnt exactly perfect. I've got a feeling this sem will be tougher. But at least i know wad i must do. And how to do it. Let's hope things will go well. CHIONG AH i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:48 PM Sunday, January 10, 2010 As i took the step out of my home, i knew everything has just begun. A new study term, sem 2. This sem came a little different. I didnt get a schedule to my liking. Infact it was pretty horrible. Moreover my selections for my elective modules were messy, so i ended up with 2 messy electives. Thankfully i know how to get myself out of this mess. I hope i know how to. The holidays ended, infact rather quickly. However i have managed to fill it up with tonnes of wonderful memories. Thankyou monster girl for being there every min every sec, physically this time. Ur hugs have not been forgotten and they will not be. This holiday drew us so much closer together :) yes u know wad i mean. Although the joy can be said to be short lived, due to the interruption of sem2, i know things will be very different this time. There will be no doubts and worries.. only anticipation. Because we both know now wad to do and wad must be done, and how they should be done. The strength you gave is paramount. Sem 2 will be better. Just bring it i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:54 PM Friday, January 1, 2010 A great way to spend the first day of the new yr. It feels great to have a second home and a second family. Like i said, being with you didnt just gain me a girlfriend. I have another mum and dad plus 2 more sisters :) i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:01 PM |