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Thursday, December 10, 2009 Live, age and die. That's something all of us will go thru. He was a strong and huge man. Someone i was darn sure that can live for many more yrs to come. Every time i go to his place, he just seems stronger year after year. Not showing any form of weakness due to the scars of flowing time. Until cancer got him. I wasnt really close to my 2nd uncle. I never really knew who he was. I didnt have a complete idea who my cousins from his line were. We were really distant. However through his passing, i saw the sorrows of his loved ones. He's wife especially. Tears that flow as much as the blood that spills from the wound his death has brought upon. Living in a world full of older people generally made me see more deaths. I felt. Eventually, i grew fearful as to when such things will hit me. Think about it people. Every time, things go wrong and bad, we start to blame more than we start to appreciate. Why are my parents like tat. Why cant my b/gfren be like that etc etc. All these expectations for others, only seem to do more harm than good, to all parties. Stop blaming, start loving. You never know. It may jolly well be your last chance. Feeling so messy. Im not sad. neither am i happy. Im neither somewhere in the middle too. Im not feeling anything, at the same time i feel everyting. Is that how u feel when u have a period ladies? if it is.. i think i shld be mindful of my sexual orientation. wahahaha. Live life like it's the last. Love like you have never loved before. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:00 PM |