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Thursday, December 31, 2009 Just another story It's 2257 local time, 31/12/2009. It's a lil too early to be say happy new yr. Nevertheless.. It's the last day of year 2009. Those who are happening are probably out in town having fun with their friends, some of them maybe else where waiting for the clock to strike midnight so that they can enjoy the fireworks. I wonder if that is a good choice to allow a rather important moment of the year to pass by just like tat, by having just sensual pleasures. The very last moment of this year will soon be upon us and i seriously felt for a need to stay calm and silent, just to look back in retrospect, how time had gone by for the last 365 days or so. 2009 felt like an extremely packed year. A year that mingbang has seen many different worlds. The first part of the year in the army, being fearful of getting charge due to a stupid 'assault' incident on my junior, which ended up in 14 extras tat i failed to finish serving. And so i left the army afterwards, feeling rather accomplished and confident that there will be nothing in this world will beat me. There came the job searchings and i finally found one.. without much effort infact. Probably the most significant and the most wonderful thing to have happened in my life. The job in SCB as a full time photo copier boy end up with more than just having files over files scanned into the company PC. I met someone special. Someone to finally fill up the last piece of my jigsaw puzzle. And my life was complete:) All i can say, this joy i felt is unprecedented. Im confident to say, you are the best thing to have happened in this year; in my life. Although being in a relationship often means impending trouble :X We still have plenty to work on huh Ching Shiyu... And more working.. More learning of life experiences along the way. Met great bosses along the way. Really opened my eyes as i went along. The moment i've been waiting for eva since the last 2years have finally came. The excitment that came together if it.. it's too difficult to describe with words alone. It's like finding a vast oasis after being stranded in the desert and am on the brink of death; to see a silver lining beneath the overcasted sky. Aerospace engineering, a course i've waited impatiently yet helplessly to be enrolled into. The first 7 modules came, in a rather bittersweet fashion. They were surprisingly interested yet surprising hard to master. The last 3mths spent with my friends, namingly Hsien meng and yzeyang. Although we have known each other terribly long, long enuf for them to say SIEN AH IT'S MINGBANG AGAIN, we seem to have understood each other more after being together, as classmates once again. Congratulations my frens, for doing so well this sem. I may be trailing behind but watch out, u guys are my target still, as always. A A A- A- B+ B+ B+ 4.42 It will be better next sem And time slips by as i type. It's 2327 local time 31/12/2009 Location: My princess's place. A different way to spend my new year. To be with this special person :) Happy new year to Dad, Mum, Da Jie, Er Jie, San Jie, Dad, Mum, Hui Pei, Jia Yu. And my little princess. Together with Hewting, Joce, Jul, Becky. Sheep, Mong, Gs, Tj, Aaron, CW and the boys from 62. I hope for peace in you people, in a world of calmness and happiness. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:51 PM Wednesday, December 16, 2009 Day 2 My first daylight in Japan. My face was met with the chilling air as i stepped out of the balcony. It was 6 in the morning and the sky in Tokyo is already brightly lit up by the rays of sunshine. It is gonna be a long but enjoyable day. First stop of the day Tsukijishijo. To the wet market! Probably one of the places i really like. There's a common chemistry between my dad and I. Perhaps that is the reason why we are father and son. The clear blue sea and all the creatures in it seems to entice us so much. And here i guess my sister has really brought me to the right place. There was tonnes of fishes on sale. Well actually NOT JUST FISHES! I saw the TUNA! and it was really huge. They were all frozen solid probably by liquid nitrogen i guess and their thick and fat body had to be sliced by a saw!! How intriguing! Other aquatic life that were on sale were things like the Alaskan King crab, tonnes of prawns of diff species and lots and lots more! god. it's gonna take pages writing the entire day. TOo many has happened!!wanna know more? give me a date. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:05 PM Monday, December 14, 2009 Day 1 The day started early. Woke up at 5, gave my sis a morning call. My mum and i did some light dressing up and we are ready to cab down to the airport. We heard that it's gonna be cold in Tokyo so we put on our battlesuits to get ourselves ready for the impending weather. Our scheduled flight was a JAL boeing 777. It isnt really a big plane.. compared to the 747 and the 380. Probably only 300 seater but it sure does proves itself to be the largest twinjet aircraft for it's class. The flight was slightly bumpy, with slight turbulence on and off, otherwise it was pretty smooth going... The food was alright. Well im not really picky so yeap, im contented. After 7 hrs of flight, we finally landed at Norita International Airport. Whoo. like finally. Well we didnt go with anyone else for this trip, just the few of us from the family who planned the itinerary(credit goes to 2nd and da jie). So.. we really have fun looking at maps.. and asking arnd in the streets of japan with our half broken.. no fully broken japanese in hope to find our lodging. And we did. That's probably the sum up of day 1. Nothing much in particular. Just blind mice leading each other arnd. But it was fun. The weather, is great! it's air conditioned everywhere. Prolly 9degress in the Celsius scale and lower. No perspiration for the entire day. And yes, tat really meant alot to me. Im all beat. Lol er jie was still asking if wanna go gym with her. crazy. I wonder how tmr will turn out to be. I heard we;re going to the fish market.... Until tmr den peeps... i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:43 PM Thursday, December 10, 2009 Live, age and die. That's something all of us will go thru. He was a strong and huge man. Someone i was darn sure that can live for many more yrs to come. Every time i go to his place, he just seems stronger year after year. Not showing any form of weakness due to the scars of flowing time. Until cancer got him. I wasnt really close to my 2nd uncle. I never really knew who he was. I didnt have a complete idea who my cousins from his line were. We were really distant. However through his passing, i saw the sorrows of his loved ones. He's wife especially. Tears that flow as much as the blood that spills from the wound his death has brought upon. Living in a world full of older people generally made me see more deaths. I felt. Eventually, i grew fearful as to when such things will hit me. Think about it people. Every time, things go wrong and bad, we start to blame more than we start to appreciate. Why are my parents like tat. Why cant my b/gfren be like that etc etc. All these expectations for others, only seem to do more harm than good, to all parties. Stop blaming, start loving. You never know. It may jolly well be your last chance. Feeling so messy. Im not sad. neither am i happy. Im neither somewhere in the middle too. Im not feeling anything, at the same time i feel everyting. Is that how u feel when u have a period ladies? if it is.. i think i shld be mindful of my sexual orientation. wahahaha. Live life like it's the last. Love like you have never loved before. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:00 PM |