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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 Good things happen.. when u are out of the army... I recieved this from my regular today. It reads, "I have admired your work ethics and garang attitude. I've always felt taht you shld had been posted to OCS instead. Thanks for all your outstanding contributions to our wing. I can say, that you are one of the best instr we ever had. Good luck to your studies...." Well when i read his text, i almost teared. This was the first time i felt so appreciated for the time and work i've put in as an instructor. Most of the time the "I AM ZAI" has always been mutually exclusive. Im the only one who felt tat i was. At least i thot i was the only one. I knew i have always worked for nothing, but i told myself all the time, im doing this for my own acknowledgement and self-improvement. It was a painful experience working so hard.. and long without any recognition and reward. And finally something official comes telling me that i've been valued. Im sad and happy both at once. Happy for obvious reasons... sad for why such recognition have to come only after i left. Bittersweet..... Anwiay i've passed my TP today. I was pretty ready to retake.. butwell lady luck was on my side. I am ZAI. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:32 PM |