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Friday, February 6, 2009 All journeys come to an end. Im having this strange feel as i typed this entry. A feel neither bitter nor sweet. A feel of neither excitment nor boredom. A feel neither glee nor disappointing. It has been a yr and 10mths, since i last crossed over as a civilian to a soldier. I can still remember how things were back den, during enlistment. We looking back at our family as they left us on the island so mysterious to all, with a look of helplessness, with a look of anticipating doom. The days passed, and we trained ourselves to fight, in all conditions. Fight, is a big world. It's not just about firing of rifles, brandishing of knives and throwing of punches. The fight for survival doesnt just apply to all that, although it was often literally translated in the army. Taken a closer look, a deeper thought, i feel that we, man had been given an orientation to the understanding of this single word eariler than anyone else. I feel strong. Both physically and mentally. I can take on anything, any person, anytime. I've grown and i've matured. Despite all the curse and swears we've all given, due to our bosses, our man, our colleagues, our lives; at the end of the day, i wonder if all will be able to come to a consensus, that this yr and 10mths have been fruitful? Yes you may not have enjoyed this time, but im sure it wud have benefited you in ways u may not have noticed. Im just one of the lucky few to have spotted these benefits. Im glad im a man. Im glad I went through the army. My frens, my comrades in padding, shin guard, forearm guard, groin guard, head guard and boxing gloves, im glad to have became an instructor with you, although there are some whom i do not wan to associate with and too do not acknowledge u as one of us. Im glad to have went through this segment of my life together. Jason Kai Lun kenneth Shin loong Huang Yu Justin Feldman Ewen Junwei It is my honor to have known you, trained with you, fought with you and worked with you. As we go seperate ways tmr, i will remember every bit of the time spent with you people together. Thankyou Injury Check list: 1)Groin 2)Right Knee 3)Left shoulder 4)Pemernant Head damage Newly updated: 1)Stronger mine 2)Stronger body 3)Equiped with BJJ Muay Thai TKD Krav Maga Akido Judo and all sorts of Close Combat Skills 4)A vulgar tongue (gonna be nerfed after next patch) 5)Bigger guts 6)A matured mind ord lo i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:52 AM |