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Saturday, November 22, 2008 THere's a long queue and i'd prolly need another 10mins b4 i can get into WoW. Based on my calculations.. i shld be able to hit 80 by next weekend.. The week was pretty crappy. Came back from the holidays and pop thing's gets messy once i book in. blahblahblah.. scrapped thru.. and finally friday.. and something stupid happened again. I hit my nose while doing pullups.. I really wonder if it is broken. Hurts now when i touch it.. $#$! LOGGED IN~ i'm so sure of what i feel inside 1:17 PM Wednesday, November 19, 2008 It is perhaps the weirdest part of your body tat one may be injured... but yes it is.. i've injured my groin.... Dun think far far.. It's the groin dumb.. totally dumb.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:06 PM Sunday, November 16, 2008 It's over. My long awaiting one week of break slips away without me noticing. However if i did try harder.. i can only say that only half of the break has been fulfilling. I has been fun lah.. For the times i managed to spend with my fren. 5More weeks b4 the end of yr break. Go MB. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:42 PM Wednesday, November 12, 2008 Well after today i got to know myself better again. I guess it's just part of myself to always believe that people arnd me are not obliged in anyway to do me any good. Unless they wanted something back in return. Yea i know. An extremely pessismistic point of view. Today i accepted tonnes of kindness from people whom i too had no expectations in doing anything for me, in every single way. On my birthday. Well u can say tat it is sad but wadeva happened just a few hrs back was my very first bday celebration brought about by my friends. Im really touched and im a man so im holding on to my tears. Thank you Huifang and meiyi for the Gift u took so much planning in order to purchase. All the guys esp Vin and Edd who u know had to book in, yet came all the way from coast to coast.. well not really but u know.. appreciated. Keynes. No gift its okay. Ur presence is forgiving enuf. Joce i dun have to thank you. u know how thankful i am just for ur existence. Jenrine i dunno why u went thru all the trouble for the such a undeserving me. U had exams u dun really like me but u still did so much. It's simply uncomprehensible. But Like i said. With all the thankyous i have given to all. The one filled with the highest form of respect and gratitude goes to you. I know u do read this. Seriously. Thank you for making my day. And perhaps one i will never forget. Corny? It's just how i feel but i simply cant say it infront of everyone i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:20 PM Tuesday, November 11, 2008 As the clock ticks down to the final few moments before i turn 20 officially, there are some things i wud really like to say. My dad was at home from work. He said to me. Nong (he calls me tat since 20yrs ago) wanna catch some crabs tmr?? It's a normal sentence. But it was filled with warmth andan agenda to make me happy. Perhaps he remembers it's my bday tmr. Im sure he wud have remembered. Im his only son afterall. You know sometimes, ur parents will play with you when u are young, listen to ur worries, give u the better meat and they take the left overs, it's nt that they are too free or they simply loved the dry areas of the chicken breast or the stench of fish stomachs. It was a compromise they are willing to compensate for the sake of their children. Im glad i could feel that side of my father today. So he asked me out, to do a particular something i would have been extremely enthusiatic about.. maybe ten yrs ago. Well believe me he made me a jungle boy back den. I turned him down. I really had plans elsewhere. However i asked myself, why only till the 12NOV will he show such concern? Well i appreciated his offer but sadly that only proves how distant we are over the yrs. 20yrs of existence i've moved on a distance of 2decades. However he was still trailing 2 decades behind. It's tougher to lose something u have den to never have it at all. Who's more lucky? the abandoned child or an orphan? Of cos my situation isnt really tat bad. Infact it's a million times better den others who are more unfortunate. Im just sad that my father has to be such a.. im afraid i have to say.. a loser. Well a few zillion congratulations to people like aaron cheewee louis and many others of my brothers in arms who have finally gottan their salvation on this day. The 11th NOV. After spending almost 2yrs of life standing still while everyone else moves on, i wonder if they find it difficult to really get back to life. Pun intended. I still have a couple of months. I wudnt want to think of the things i'll have to go through tho, else these ouple of months are gonna look very much like a couple of years. HAaa.. Let's just take time to enjoy the peace and serenity.. while it lasts.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:28 PM Sunday, November 9, 2008 yawns. Now tat im the only one on leave. Im really starting to think that this break is a mistake. I've gotta figure out how to spend the 5 weekdays alone at home or anywhere else.... 111108. To those guys who ORD. COngratulations. Dun forget to save ur laughters for my predicament but show me extra support so i can wack thru the final months of my NS... My neck hurts.. the bump on my head is still there and i realised there's another at my near right temple.. HAHAA... perhaps i can take the opportunity to go to some sport shop to get my groin guard and mouth guard... i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:13 PM Saturday, November 8, 2008 MMA was.... full of colours today.. Well i got punched in the mouth and my lips got cut by my teeth. Next some bugger whent crazy on their spar and they hit me on the head while grappling.. Now i have a small bump on my head. Time to invest in a mouth guard.. and a groin guard. There's no telling wad may happen next time. Groin leh. better be careful den sorry.. It was a happy day. Havent had a family dinner for so long. And the one we had was great. Im so tired from all the activities i did. Lol but i dun wanna slp.. 10days of leave and 2days down already. I know wad's coming up for the remaining days so the sense of foreboding definately stinks/stings... Yawnss. On addition my boss, who rightfully took back his responsibilities after coming back from his erm shld i say "holiday", decided to cramp our lessons all together to make room for some less important stuff. All i know is tat we're already v busy with the shortage of manpower, but still he decides to do soemthing like tat. Im okay one.. i dun mind working super hard, cos at the end of the day it's just abt me getting real tired and perhaps abit of complain here and there. Trust me, im tat kind of a workoholic. i just cant wait to see him cocking up stuffs again HEHE.. 1 guy teach 100guy. Cant wait for that to happen.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:45 PM |