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Friday, September 19, 2008 Thing's havent been going exactly well lately and i really wonder why. I worked hard. abide by the rules, yet troubles still seems to find it's place in my life. Just today, i shutted down my unit's OA system otherwise known as the office automation.. if u're not tech savvy. Why i corrupted the database with virus. It's a long story. But i was doing official stuffs and i did whatever i could at tat pt of time, with the avaliable judgment and guidance. Well i made 2 simple mistakes. One i did not scan the file after i transfered it. Well apparently scanning the file once b4 transfer was not enuf. Two i failed to make any form of report after a virus detection was notified when the file was accessed. i admit im wrong. However like i said, with the avaliable judgment and guidance at that pt of time i did all i can and i did the correct stuffs. Wad made me so made is tat i can have my AO pushing all blames to me (yeahh and it's the first time im seeing someone so eager with pushing the blame), when she doesnt even care to empathize with me. Bitch.. Next i can have my area IC saying things like, EHH WHY U TRANSFER THE FILE? I THOT I ASKED U TO WAIT FOR ME TO TRANSFER FOR U. harloo who's granddad passed away and needed tat compassionate leave and who was the one who told me to finish the project by yesterday? Well if u really cared u could have dropped a msg telling us to stop work and wait for u to be back b4 we continue. Everyone's just washing their hands clean of all stains when shit happens. And now im all alone to fend for myself. Well for those who didnt understand wad i was trying to say.. the situation im now in is seriously bad. And im quite dead. 7 Extras the least. DB if the worse turns out. And the truth bhind it? i see people who are working getting all the extras and more shit. People who slack arnd simply walks off free of any duties. And that's why im pissed. I worked for u, u get the credit, i stay quiet... Now im in trouble where are u to help my boss? all i hear in my head are echos of WHY U DO THIS WHY U DO TAT. and not u saying things like Dun worry i'll help u as much as i can cos u worked so hard for me; u deserved to be pardoned if not for the work done but the hard work. Male dog Sigh spoils my mood for everything. OCS D tmr 8 to 10. Meet cheewee. Meet becky... aiya wadeva la. no mood.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:25 PM |