Saturday, September 27, 2008 i've never been so hooked to F1 b4.. haha gooo ferrari!! Goo kimi! Well being live at the F1 was such a thrill. Only for the first half and hr. HHaa for the rest of the time... i thot abt it. I realised it will be more comfortable watching the race at home with ur own drink of ur choice other den some cock opps i mean coke tat costs 3bucks per bottle... no lah they serve plain water too; tho it costs 3bucks as well. Well i dun think i can fully enjoy myself if i went tmr.. haha cost i sprained my neck during practice today. car move so fast.. how to kip up with a neck den can barely turn lol. Vrooooom Alright Q3 just ended with Filipe massa in the front of the starting line for tmr.. followed by hamilton and kimi. Alonso got kicked out cos of some car problem... wad a waste.. Cant wait for race day tmr!! i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:11 PM Wednesday, September 24, 2008 I didnt know people do visit my site and im quite astonished. Thank you people. NOw tat i know i'll try to write in a language everyone will understand. Tough sial. engrish not tat powderful. Aniway thanks for all the praying and concerns. I guess im really lucky this time. Im actually pardoned of all offences. Im actually thinking of the reason why they pardoned me and i realy couldnt figure out myself. I was pretty sure 7weekend was wad i had to burn. People say that wadeva that doesnt kill me makes me stronger. Hope tat is the case. All i hope for now is a peaceful 4more months ahead. Haha it's quite a humor to have things happening to me only when im almost done with my 1yr 10mth contract with the nation... Stay low profile stay low profile. It's really such a relief. I almost thot i was gonna miss the SG F1 GP LIVE and YES LIVEE!!!!! plus alot of paid MMA lessons. Thank god. It may not be this life but im pretty sure it was the results of positive karma tat has fully blossomed due to good deeds done somewhere somehow somewhen.... Do more charity, it'll do u good. SG F1 HERE I COME!! i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:02 PM Friday, September 19, 2008 Thing's havent been going exactly well lately and i really wonder why. I worked hard. abide by the rules, yet troubles still seems to find it's place in my life. Just today, i shutted down my unit's OA system otherwise known as the office automation.. if u're not tech savvy. Why i corrupted the database with virus. It's a long story. But i was doing official stuffs and i did whatever i could at tat pt of time, with the avaliable judgment and guidance. Well i made 2 simple mistakes. One i did not scan the file after i transfered it. Well apparently scanning the file once b4 transfer was not enuf. Two i failed to make any form of report after a virus detection was notified when the file was accessed. i admit im wrong. However like i said, with the avaliable judgment and guidance at that pt of time i did all i can and i did the correct stuffs. Wad made me so made is tat i can have my AO pushing all blames to me (yeahh and it's the first time im seeing someone so eager with pushing the blame), when she doesnt even care to empathize with me. Bitch.. Next i can have my area IC saying things like, EHH WHY U TRANSFER THE FILE? I THOT I ASKED U TO WAIT FOR ME TO TRANSFER FOR U. harloo who's granddad passed away and needed tat compassionate leave and who was the one who told me to finish the project by yesterday? Well if u really cared u could have dropped a msg telling us to stop work and wait for u to be back b4 we continue. Everyone's just washing their hands clean of all stains when shit happens. And now im all alone to fend for myself. Well for those who didnt understand wad i was trying to say.. the situation im now in is seriously bad. And im quite dead. 7 Extras the least. DB if the worse turns out. And the truth bhind it? i see people who are working getting all the extras and more shit. People who slack arnd simply walks off free of any duties. And that's why im pissed. I worked for u, u get the credit, i stay quiet... Now im in trouble where are u to help my boss? all i hear in my head are echos of WHY U DO THIS WHY U DO TAT. and not u saying things like Dun worry i'll help u as much as i can cos u worked so hard for me; u deserved to be pardoned if not for the work done but the hard work. Male dog Sigh spoils my mood for everything. OCS D tmr 8 to 10. Meet cheewee. Meet becky... aiya wadeva la. no mood.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:25 PM |