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Sunday, July 27, 2008 God knows when was the last time i visited this place. But something came to my mind. Well i was playing Wow for the entire morning.. not exactly but u know.. from like 10plus to 1. and i thot, hmm wad is my mother doing for the entire morning. I havent saw her tho we're living under one roof. So i decided to check it out. Well she was doing the usual, washing clothes and doing up the dishes for lunch. Many of us may have taken things like this for granted. When it comes to doing household chores, making u a sumptuous meal, the first person that is fit for the job is ur mum. LoL Who in the world said tat these are the job. All i knew is that "mother" will only mean, the person who gave birth to you. Who said that they'd have to take care of you? That's the way our mums make their distinguishment. And from the way i looked at it, my mum could spent her time else where, doing something she loved. Instead she chose to spend her time on our welfare. We didnt owe her anything, yet she was able to sacrifice so much for the sake of us. The power of love is really magnificant. Reflecting upon this, why is it that some of us may find it so hard at times to reciprocate this form of love? I feel the serenity of this world being so alone. For now my family is wad i need :) 6mths i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:41 PM Monday, July 21, 2008 For some reasons i feel v liberated from all sorts of stuffs lately. Perhaps it becos i've became seemingly more obtimistic and i can accept things that come and go so much easily. Oh well, i'd just like to revolve my life around this word "learn" for the time being. Dun care abt anything, just put in the extra effort to learn as many things as possible. It seems like a few months ago when 64th left us, and now 65th will be following suit in another 15days time. The last half a year past by in an blink of an eye. Looking back i cant really remember wad i have accomplished... I wonder how many lives have i touched already. Well let's just hope tat the next 6mths will pass by soon too. AHM on the 24 AUG. im seriously doubting my condition to run. Altho im not sure of the exact condition of my knee, things doesnt seem too obtimistic down tat. Ehh down at my knee. Well i guess i'd just hang on for as long as my knees can bring me. I really wanna do a good timing for the 21. Read books play piano play WOW. and yes WOW i've decided to return to my game yay!! Well theres a reason so actually, i think i've mentioned b4 tat there's only so much time one can spend his activities on. So assuming u have made the fullest out of ur life, and a certain activity tat fills part of it disappears suddenly;well its time to find another one to fill up tat void. Well i gave wow up so i could have time for something else. Well tat void in my life tells me tat its time to pick up wow once again.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:58 PM Sunday, July 13, 2008 Now i get the way u see things. ah fuck it. i dunno wad to type. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:04 AM Wednesday, July 9, 2008 Too many things seemed to have happened lately. I was supporting one colleage of mine at 40Sar today. Well thot this grp of trainees had bad techniques. So i grabbed one of them as my volunteer so that i could show them a demo of how the technique shld be done. Took tat fella down. Bom he went down on his head. Concussed, stretchered out, evacuated to the hospital. My phone has yet to ring for the update of his condition. If anything happens to him, im pretty much a dead man. 9years and 18strokes of cane. Dave i may join u soon. He had all the necessary safety gears on him, the least amt of relieve i can get. But my jr didnt conduct any breakfall revision earlier in the morning when he ought to. Well too bad it happened on me. TARFU... i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:36 PM Tuesday, July 8, 2008 Why do u want to be an Instructor? Im very sure out of the 25 others, when asked of this qn, only 10 or less will give the deserving answer to make them one. My boss sucks and my jrs are giving me problem. Im telling myself not to tell anyone wad happened cos i have no idea how minute my problem may be. Sigh. One of the days im really not in the mood for anything. ................. very troubled i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:52 PM Friday, July 4, 2008 And im glad i've cleared my 2nd IPPT. Does tat mean that i can officially work towards a big belly right now? HAha i hope not. But something commendable happened during my IPPT. i better den wad i expected. for my 2.4 actually. Came back and my timing as like 8.46. Well initially i was planning to hit like 9.44 and im pretty happy. Lol wad for chiong so fast. in the end gold also 200 bucks. not like u can get extra. Extra guard maybe. And plus i havent been doing speed trainingsand i doubt long runs alone can make me do any faster den 9.44 too. I misjudged myself in the end i guess. Right after IPPT was CO dialogue. He talked i asked. It was engaging but no conclusion. Chiong for lunch den for lesson. Wacked through 4 grueling hrs and finally i can go home. Was so tired however i figured i shld just reward myself for chionging thru the entire week. Went to the pasamalam to walk walk and i was really nice looking arnd the things on sale as well as smelling the aromic food arnd you. Well i didnt buy any tho. Sinful. hAHh Im seriously hearing too much abt zohan and it's good review. Really wanna catch it. But my phone isnt ringing. well too bad. i'll probably look for Sheep. Fuck the phone. Sigh im quite disappionted actually. Gonna sleep early tonight mon. Tmr's gonna be a long day. Somehow i'd need to report at ECP by 7.30. Run a 14k. By den it's god knows wad time. Go home rest as much as i can. MMA at 3.30. Meeting up with JCmates for some choc buffet. den hopefully i can fuck off while they club or pub. Well i guess i've changed pretty much due to some reasons. yawns. oyasumi i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:48 PM |