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Saturday, March 22, 2008 "God must have been toying arnd with me" prolly wad i wud think of soemwhere in the past when something like tat happened. Was omw home from sengkang when i thot i've missed the last 965. So i decided to take 88 to AMK since it came first. The time was 2345. Well i boarded the bus, but when i realised that it was infact going in the opposite direction.. it was too late. So it drove me all the way to Pasir ris and it was already 0000hrs. Oh well i kinda knew that the last 39 from pasir ris shld have left and i'll prolly gotta spend 30over bucks with a cab home. I thot oh well must as well try my luck. I ran all the way to the bus stop and there it was.. the last bus 39. That's how i managed to get home without wastnig 30bucks. Well for now, i wished to see it as Good karma. haha i wonder wad i've done in the past to let me deserve that. Im glad things happened the way it did. Thank you. Wad a day to spend. must say it has been fruitful. Life hasnt been so colourful since god knows when. And i know it will be in time to come. NTU Aerospace Starcraft 2 lots lots more... i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:59 AM Sunday, March 9, 2008 Okay. One mth down. Dun wanna count. Got awaken by an office call today.. telling me to report back to camp for guard duty. Well this batchmates of mine took MC. Well im not blaming him for faking a MC just because he wishes to work at the IT show(sense my sacarsm) but it has seriously caused lots of problem for me. Well i didnt care. Well i must said this is the first time i've eva tried to argue my way thru an order passed down. Well i did have my stands to argue tho. Fortunately i was relieved of the burden. Sigh.. NS life can actually be fun u know i strongly believe. But it will only happen if everyone is Garang, able to motivate demselves, eager to fulfill their responsiblity tho there isnt an incentive to. Dun talk abt NS life. CCI life wud have been alot better if all the instructors are like that. "CCI?? CHAO KENG LAH U 8 to 5 right? slack. Wad CCI?? that bunch of cockloads??.." The usual things i hear to make me question why am i trying so hard. Welcome to the flipside of the life u people said it was perfect. The action i made 8mths ago.. up till now i still have no idea if it was correct. But at least for now, the pride i have in myself whenever i tell others im a CCI, was a lie. Stuck in the middle, without rank, but required to command authority. At the same time u wan the rank, yet upon reflection of how Fcked up CCIs can be.. we shld be out in the fields cleaning rifles, eat our meals thru those green packs i used to think delicious and getting fcked by other man. I miss the life in BMT where everyone was there to help each other. I missed my platoon where we chiong suaed like real soldiers. Not complaining to anyone verbally but i realise this is the only place my thots can be relayed freely. Well ultimately im not good at talking. oh well. 9Div family Day next saturday. Gotta do a stupid Demo again. Sheep was telling me that he may wan to drop of out aerospace, making a swap to business. Well that fella is hard to understand tho i've known him for.. countless years. Wad's so bad about being an aerospace engineer. Well true for engineering that once the hype is over.. the market for that industry falls. well look at the IT industry and think back on its past booming glory. Now?? we're leaving the job to the chinese and the indians. Perhaps sheep was worrying abt the same thing. But as much as i tried to assure him that Our Degree is not confined to just airplanes, he is so fsat in rejecting my persuasion. oh well.. if he thinks he's more of a businessman.. so be it. It's his future anyway. And there was GS... still unable to make up his mine to wad he wans in life. Good enuf he has made an application. Let's just hope he get's accepted. Mong? aiya he's smart enuf to live on even if u ask him to sing and sell tissue papers. haha and im prolly spending my UNI life with him alone if Sheep chooses to opt out. My other frens? Super happening sia in UNI. haha so many topics to talk abt. So unlike of us. NS NS NS NS NS. Yawns. Great ten thirty time to slp. Still gotta check with my workwear is dried. Tmr's gonna be the last lesson for tango wing. Must say it has been an experience teaching those young ladies.. erm and maybe a handful of Old woman. Im lucky to be doing something different from my other NSF counterparts.. even.. my other CCI counterparts. IF u are read the papers u wud have realised that some of these girls have qutie alot of acheivements. ahah the kind of networking i need. But i doubt any of dem will recall wad happened in the 9lessons i've taught. Zzzzz work so hard for wad again. Must as well SIB slp in bunk or AH attend home.. Cant wait for life to become busy again. Catch that Selalmat quick.. so i can have all lessons to go up!!! laters guys i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:53 PM |