Tuesday, January 15, 2008 Was staring so blankly at the Com screen, wondering wthell am i doing. And i remembered im waiting for my workwear to be done with washing.. den gotta throw it into the dryer.... well since i have so much time i figured i shld just write something. Really felt that today was a major screwed up day. Teammate problems again. Sigh cant believe people with that little job integrity eva existed. Why take MC when u know we need ur help. The infamous peeps from my team disappeared entirely today. LEaving me alone to jaga everything. Booked out from 30 and went to AMk myself. Got a call from my tuition kid and was told that im fired. AHAH.. there goes my cash and my planned savings. nevermind. dun wanna say wad happened during grading later in the afternoon. Its really like getting food taken out of ur mouth when u are starving. ARGhhh Money gone. this sucks entirely. ATP of time im really down on anymore hopes of finding new sources of funds for future. crappedout. Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..... monthly pay: 420. Expenses on food:capped at 120. Expenses on travel: min 70. WOW:20. MMA:60. Remaining:150. Sigh maybe i shldnt wow anymore... Or maybe i can really go kiao kacheng earn money liao. but must go thru plastic surgery first.. build more muscles... suan le not realistic. Here im complaining abt NO money. This stupid Lt that used to be my trainee "and who now calls me by OIE" just got his dad to buy him an RX-8. To think being such a M-factor can get him this kind of life.. im really quite envious somehow. ok enuf with all the jibberish.gonna run run run run run train back my stamina for now. Gonna break CCTW's best 2.4 timing HAHAA..lol heard its only 8.16... hmm but for now it will be quite a challenge. alrighty. the clothes done. And into the dryer. My eyes are shutting already. Duty stuff for tmr. Well i guess it's time to find some nice anime from my archives to bring to camp to watch tmr..... maybe i can watch HERO again. tho i missed the movie. DAMNED DAMNED DAMNED AHHAAA tired.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:39 PM |