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Sunday, January 27, 2008 tell u the truth. im kinda fearful of reporting back to camp lately. its just a feeling. just as how i felt when i had to go back to school every monday. Things is starting to get busy and im seriously getting my hands packed. Infact i feel that 2hands are simply not enuf atm. well i'll be needing more den 2 hands soon. Anyone willing to lend a hand? At the same time the infamous two in my team is starting to create problems again. I really cant wait for dem to tio lots and lots of extra. Their existance questions the v fact why good people die young. They are simply unworthy of their existence in this space and time. Disgusting people. Zzzz Clothes in the dryer again. HHaa if not u think why i'd even be here to blog. Yawns.. gonna rush down to OCS to teach my 20 very cute female recruits. well im seroius. they looked so young. Almost each of dem look like... someone i know but havent been checking out. After that need to run back to 30SCE for mock grading. den stay there for the entire day. Eh job responsibility.. i believe im the only instructor that treats this job in NS so seriously. haaa wow joce is talkin to me in msn via phone. its a long time since i've been in contact with such a high tech phone. one more week to pia thru. But one more week closer to oRD. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:13 PM Tuesday, January 15, 2008 Was staring so blankly at the Com screen, wondering wthell am i doing. And i remembered im waiting for my workwear to be done with washing.. den gotta throw it into the dryer.... well since i have so much time i figured i shld just write something. Really felt that today was a major screwed up day. Teammate problems again. Sigh cant believe people with that little job integrity eva existed. Why take MC when u know we need ur help. The infamous peeps from my team disappeared entirely today. LEaving me alone to jaga everything. Booked out from 30 and went to AMk myself. Got a call from my tuition kid and was told that im fired. AHAH.. there goes my cash and my planned savings. nevermind. dun wanna say wad happened during grading later in the afternoon. Its really like getting food taken out of ur mouth when u are starving. ARGhhh Money gone. this sucks entirely. ATP of time im really down on anymore hopes of finding new sources of funds for future. crappedout. Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..... monthly pay: 420. Expenses on food:capped at 120. Expenses on travel: min 70. WOW:20. MMA:60. Remaining:150. Sigh maybe i shldnt wow anymore... Or maybe i can really go kiao kacheng earn money liao. but must go thru plastic surgery first.. build more muscles... suan le not realistic. Here im complaining abt NO money. This stupid Lt that used to be my trainee "and who now calls me by OIE" just got his dad to buy him an RX-8. To think being such a M-factor can get him this kind of life.. im really quite envious somehow. ok enuf with all the jibberish.gonna run run run run run train back my stamina for now. Gonna break CCTW's best 2.4 timing HAHAA..lol heard its only 8.16... hmm but for now it will be quite a challenge. alrighty. the clothes done. And into the dryer. My eyes are shutting already. Duty stuff for tmr. Well i guess it's time to find some nice anime from my archives to bring to camp to watch tmr..... maybe i can watch HERO again. tho i missed the movie. DAMNED DAMNED DAMNED AHHAAA tired.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:39 PM Tuesday, January 8, 2008 EXTRA OR NO EXTRA? lol. Boss is on MC for one week and so i thot it's time to play abit to piank. I know the internet is full of eyes but still im gonna post this. HAaa goshh was booking out just now when the RSM of seletar camp called the bunch of us to him. I think our hearts sank altogether, we thot we were dead. But still i acted like nothing was wrong.. greeted him nicely and gave him a large smile. Luckily all he wanted to tell us was to use the pathment and not the road for safety precaution. I was supposed to book out at five thirty. The time is four thirty and im at home already. Hehhh Let's just hope he doesnt call up our boss. Well he did asked us where we were from and he knew we were UCIs.. well unarmed combat instructors.. wad we used to be decades ago. WELL IF HE DOES.. hAha it will be no reunion dinner for me during CNY! Stay tuned for more updates. Anyway. Just a few updates. i'll be having a own understudy of my own pretty soon. To add on more spice to the already bad situation.. Im taking over 30SCE. AND IM GONNA BE THE 2IC OF WEST TEAM. YAYYYYY.. MORE WORK but still NO PAY. sigh.. and there's rumours that im going to course team...... i'm so sure of what i feel inside 4:25 PM Thursday, January 3, 2008 Number one Taboo of a fight. NEVER UNDER ESTIMATE YOUR OPPONENT. well i got beaten up pretty badly by his brute strength.. Never expected someone who is heavier den me by a slight bit can deliver such strong strikes. Sigh so ashamed. Gotta train up more i guess. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:37 PM |