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Sunday, December 30, 2007 POM and it hits me again. 2 more days and im back to being a soldier. Well seriously i cant wait fastfoward this 2days so i can quickly go back to work.. no cos i love it. cos i wan to get it done and over with.... i see no future in 2008. It's sad that my life next year must be pretty must filled by myself its enjoyments. If i dun.. nothing will. Well all i can say.. is i still get to go home everyday. that's all i have. tho i wud have hoped that im elsewhere having ppl to chiongsua with.. Every start of the year.. Be it i get to really accomplish or even remember it.. i know i'll always have something in mind to improve.. something new i wanna try out.. But for this coming 2008.. im blank of all thots. wad can i possibly do? Well i dunno.. i seriously dunno.. Vexed. dun think too much. just walk one step count one step.. smile even if u dun wan to. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:14 PM Tuesday, December 25, 2007 Gifts may not take form as an object all the time. Well that's wad i've recieved for this year's Christmas. A happier family. And im glad to have acheived that after so much trouble. Well other small gifts include ehh.. this whole set of Seigaku cosplay Jersey and tracksuit. WOAH. and i managed to lv my char to 69!!! YAy one more level to max. oh i've also gotten myself the new FIR album too. sweet. Aniway.. was like so relieved that i can like finally stay home for now to slack. Until i recieved the latest schedule and it says that i must report back tmr. LOL!!! was so anxious and puzzled. i thot i applied my off already~ oh well after all the trouble and hustle... i was the regular's fault. Oh well.. tell u frankly, half of the regulars are not fit to do their job. The other half is aslp all the time. Recieved tonnes of Xmas wishes today.. from ppl mostly i dun even know anymore. Haa reminiscing how i used to send ppl msges wheneva it is festive seasons and hope to get a reply back. Nostalgic isnt it. Those were the days man.. Im getting old. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:33 PM Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Great. I must have such a good keeper of my ear phones. I've just spoilt my 4th ear phone. Yes the one i bought i think 1mth ago... Now u know wad to get for me for Xmas. Am so looking forward to tmr. YAY on leave until next yr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and finally done with FCCT for Golf Tango Sierra Alpha. OCS DOWN DOWN DOWN! Tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd... i wan to have alot of money! i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:00 PM Sunday, December 16, 2007 eh doc. someone locked me into an armbar. Thats how i got hurt. i wonder wad he's reaction will be. GOSH im so gonna master this move so i can do avenge myself. I was so dead boreed. read thru all my recent posts and realised i written so many sighs and siens. Rest awhile.. den go back to work. zzz i find it hard to even scratch my ear. how to do breakfall like that. die liao lah i'm so sure of what i feel inside 4:11 PM i guess i kinda deserve this for not going to MMA for so long haa.. well i was just being obtimistic i think. Zzzz.. i wonder if i can still do my moves on monday. ARGHh 3more days before my leave and i still have so much things to do. SIGH..................... Went to Lum's performance. And he really sung well. GJ mate. Yawns tired. Entire day of activity. Im just gonna shower and fall aslp. Zonked. got so many things to shift tmr.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:48 AM Tuesday, December 11, 2007 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mN4QFpKauq0 no matter how much i heard it.. i still think its nice.. and heart breaking. Tired day. and more to come for this week. cant wait for the 19th to come quick. Sigh. Perhaps im the only CCI that will feel sien over the performance of my trainees. Taught Bravo Wing and they are really F#$%ers... Man with rank. One just need that little bit of self awareness and eagerness to improve in wadeva u are doing.. den things will be so much better. But sadly i guess. Not everyone can be like that. i mean when some CCI's can be so blardie F#$%ed up alr, why even bother to make up a sentence like that.. "why u teach until like that?" "Oh no mood lah. see the man all so nuah i also dun wan teach." U are an instructor lor. Trainees CMI of cos need intructor to boost morale right. Sigh. Some people are just not good enuf to hold key appiontments. Sien and tiring day. Gonna teach Bravo again tmr. Sigh.. shld just go for a swim in the afternoon. 67th ah 67th when u come in please be good. Dun be like my batch of losers... i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:56 PM |