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Monday, November 12, 2007 feeling so vexxed. sigh stupid family. While everything seems normal from the outside, its all turbulence and unrest i see here from the inside.. A time bomb that will go off any time. All thanks to my dad. Like i always said, i'll be a perfect father if i did wadeva my dad didnt and not do wadeva my dad did. I'll be so much a better mother i guess.. all cos i have a perfect role model. Bday. haa.. of allcocks that had happened.. i reported to camp without realising my off is still valid. And i was kinda treated like a loser for a moment. But still those guys were nice enuf to offer me free breakfast. Rained so heavily as i booked out an hr after i booked in (and damned i forgot to sign out), and i almost got struck by lightning on the way out. Luckily it was the tree that got hit. Scary. Wadeva. Hope laotian ensures that nothing happens to me. If it does sigh.. Lots of regrets. Many gratitudes unpaid. Now that im 19, i really hoped that i am like 10yrs ahead of time, so i can earn enuf money to solve all problems. Sigh. 6 more years.. Hectic ones i guess...... i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:14 PM |