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Thursday, October 25, 2007 Regretted doing tat BF on the mph floor. Haolien lah. yawns tired. MMA tmr. dun feel like going dunno why. just wan to go back home to wow. YAWNNNNNNNNNS low morale. I need a new batch of trainees.. MY OWN trainees. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:00 PM Monday, October 22, 2007 A part of the AFC commitee passed away in some bad accident on sat. Some of our guys went down for his wake. THeir discriptions of the body.. sigh. really made me feel so sad. Life is so frail. Please live ur's well. you never know when ur time will be up. Death have always been so impactful eva since. The hype at teaching OCS just rebirthed in me. loL i thot bravo is supposed to hate me. Tho i still enjoy bullying everyone there.. esp QX.. they still seems to enjoy it. loL. crazy ppl. Sigh i still miss DELTA. they shld be somewhere in Taiwan now.. Chiong suaing.. and ready to commission soon. "Officers commission have Sword right. We instructors ORD le will have tatoo!" ehhrrm senior, u mean Scar? ah fish it. Duty stuff tmr im bringing in my FMA there to watch. The most tio extra only mah. aniway my life is just NS Home WoW Muay Thai MMA SLEEP. doesnt matter to have another segment of it to be filled with NS. WHO CARES. EXTRA DEN EXTRA LO i'm so sure of what i feel inside 6:21 PM Sunday, October 21, 2007 Whole lot gentlemen. Let me illustrate to u why the Grass is always greener... at the other side. Back den as a trainee. I thot of quickly passing out. Stop the pain of beinging commanded here and there. Train like nobody's business.. Jump there flip here. Wanna quickly get post out. get 9-5... HA now leading a life as an instructor. Im really hoping for a life as a trainee.. Last time as trainee.. Have something to aim for.. Wah after BF training is throws.. den lunch.. den more bf more throws.. 5PM good day go back slp. Work towards Grading at the end. Now? Work for wad. Aim for wad. Even if u aim to acheive better results per batch of trainees.. u Ask urself. FOR WAD FUCK again.. U get a pay rise meh? ha.. Cadets, sispec trainees.. Dun complain too much abt ur training now. Cos post training life is gonna be worse for u guys. Men.. BE happy. Cos u will be leading ZBL lives soon after all ur training and major exercises... "All the instructors look like Boys" loL. i look like a boy? heard these words from some shitass who didnt make it for the CCI selection during Class today.. Stupid. say until so loud. Sommore dunno who we are. Yawns.. Duty Stuff on Tues. HAHA si LTC. this time better no fall aslp. if not sure tio extra liao. Laters ppl i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:00 PM Friday, October 19, 2007 i've always thot that i was smart.. Until today. Dropped off Jason's car. Leaving my k5, hp and wallet behind. AND the car drove off. WOAH and believe me.. i ran faster den my 800m nationals. HHAAA.. but still. OH well.. no cash.. no way to contact ppl... i was at the verge of doing some perfomances at J8 to earn myself some cash to go home...... flip here jump there.. haha earn 2dollar also happy. But wadeva.. Managed to go home somehow. Woah Muay Thai is kinda fun lah. Maybe i shld go for more of these den bjj.. MMA + MUAY THAI! sure v strong next time, see ah beng no need scared. AH im running on a financial deficit. HELP ME HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's still good to own a car. When will i have my own? RX-8 Silvia S2000 or a FR convert EVO? i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:40 PM Tuesday, October 16, 2007 BF has its new meaning. lOl saw Int Quaimaru's side BF. WOAH cool! No wonder he's called the flying melayu. MI btlion was like woah. Tired. But okay lah. talked lots of cock with the trainees today, had 6hrs to do so. Finished all im supposed to do but i still couldnt end my class, just bcos i was teaching in HQ. SIENS Its gonna be worse tmr. HOW CAN I USE UP THE ENTIRE 8HRSSSS?????? let me think... Adv Release from hold + TakeDown Rev. shld take up at least 3 1/2 hrs.. hopefully. Give dem long break. Def agnst Knife tech 1 + 2. 2 more hrs.. omg i still have 2more hrs to go. DO WAD? sien have to go and think later. Sibei sien. "U dismiss them so early ask dem do FUCKOA?" yay learnt a new word today. Thx Boss.. ...wtfish... Next Long weekend to look for. 8 9 10 11 12 nov! Very soon very soon. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 6:38 PM Sunday, October 14, 2007 ahha..The new FFvii game is out.. Shld go to DL soon. Met up with somefrens earlier on. Drank.. Talked.. Was cool. Sometimes u really have to speak.. let out air and voice out of ur mouth to relax.. Strange feeling. Not the usual way of talking. But i still wonder.. Where's my jug of coke. Selamat Hari Raya guys.. Tho its kinda late. Saw so many of dem dressed nicely in their festive costumes.. ready to go meet up with her relatives. THo i must really comment that they looked similar.. and almost identical. Had a little chat with halimjie and somehow that made me feel so relax.. It has been such a long time since i took time off.. let it pass by slowly.. enjoy the slow breeze as in texted in every word.. Thx. Super random post. Didnt know wad to write.. but i felt that there is a need to.. I wanna learn capoeira!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so sure of what i feel inside 3:06 AM Wednesday, October 10, 2007 The flight from ferelas back to Ogrimmar is sooo long.. hAHa and im taking the time off to blog. Its so hard to type with my zboard.. SO if i may..... make some adjustments.... ahh better.. I think im pregnant. loL vommitted for no apparent reason today. No the reason is becos im pregnant. So i vommitted. lOl i looked at my life line. Perhaps my time is up. Sibie tired today.ESP at 30SCE's grading. All the admin shit that has to be done. Gosh.. Grading form cock up. No Norminal roll. To deal with some stupid Sir who keep calling my phone asking if he's guys can join in. Kisiao..... V tired.. need my friday to come soon.... YAWNS. BUC BUC BUC. even more of a chore. And im gonna do it for the entire of tmr. sigh... Shld try to get att C soon. HAHAHAA everytime say wanna get. In the end also never get. SIEN. GIVE ME MORE MORE OFF IN DUES COME GIVE IT TO ME.. I must be dreaming... Well think abt it im not exactly waiting for ORD. im waiting for the time to get enrolled back to school. NTU aerospace :) here i come! I wonder how Sheep is doing in sispec. loL how is GS in his guards camp. lOL how is Mong doing, with his signal sets.... How's Chee Wee doing in taiwan. How's aaron doing in his commando's camp... Log off wow le.. now for sleep.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:11 PM Tuesday, October 9, 2007 Hello Becks. Glad to know tat u still pays me a visit here. How have u been? BOHOHO DELTA grading was SUCH SUCH a success. 13ICCAIs!! Thank u guys it has been warm teaching u people. Tho none of u will prolly read this. haha Teng and Tan did well too. Esp Tan. GJ! Nigel Preman. Congrats for ur 5P+s. So happy for those guys. Gonna strive harder for the new Echo and Bravo. Hopefully they'll be better den Delta. And finally that is the end of all the teaching in OCS.. till i dunno. Prolly next mth i guess. And i'll get my rightful rest for the rest of the entire week. Until MI BTL comes up next week. Busy Busy. Thank you all the YALAM for monday. Selamat Hari Raya! LOVE U GUYS i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:06 PM Friday, October 5, 2007 SO TIRED! Tekong challenge was quite fun.. havent been running terrain foR SO SO LONG.. haha BUt still didnt expect myself to hit below 40mins for my 8k earlier. Bookout early. but so wad. Body alreadi so shagged.. play a whole wow den chiong sua to Clerk Quay for lesssons le. Den today the stupid Derran also like wanna kill us. dunno do simishit. do until i go home tat time also like wan to die. DIE liao super tired. Delta's grading on tues.. Hope my 2 wang pai teng and tan can do well. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:58 PM Thursday, October 4, 2007 ... Wad a nightmare... Foxtrot literally screwed their grading and it really didnt really reflect well of me. Sigh... Just when i thot they are the best... But who to blame. SAF's lousy scheduling? Who cares.. Bad performance means InCharge's fault already. No other room for negotiation... damn.. Just hope Delta can show me something different on Tues next week... sigh.. Cant believe im actually feeling disappionted for some NS crap. Was dazing on the train omw home when this suddenly hit me. Was like asking myself wad can i do to make my life rewarding. I thot. and thot. and thot. Well i guess it doesnt really matter wad i do. It may be a flying front breakfall, a joke, a little chat, a speech to motivate the trainees. Wad matters would have been the chances of u being able to touch their hearts. Well PC leonard did say in bmt that imagine the amount of heart u would have touched as a BMT instructor. 200man per platoon per batch. 4 batches that will be 800 young man. And true enuf.. for the things he have done im sure i'll at least remember him for the next few yrs. Well will that eva happen to me? Will all my trainees eva remember me? The Crazy guy who tried to jump so high so i cna impress them with my breakfall? The guy who dun really care abt any pains here and there even when it comes to Demo? I wonder. Haa think abt it. U may have done quite a good job hew. For wad has happened.. i only knew u have touched not just a year, a decade, but the entire of my life. Missing you always. Tekong challenge tmr. Lol wake up early.. rush all the way to tekong just for an 8km run. Book out latest at 1.30.. go home slp rest wow.. DEN GO FOR MMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Weekend schedule? Feel like asking someone out. But again.. most shld be not free. Oh well. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:04 PM Tuesday, October 2, 2007 bought something kinda expensive out of impulse today. Right at this moment i still wonder if it relaly helps me in my gameplay loLs... STUPID ME!!! WASTE MONEY!! could have used tat cash to buy something else. yAwns. Worse thing is i cant try it out cos all realms are down for maintainance ATM. sigh. Slacking week gonna be over soon. Right after tmr i'll prolly haveta endure thru thurs and fri. Hope everything goes smoothly for grading on thurs, if not i this weekend can stay in camp guard gate alr. Yawns.. thot i kinda recovered from my whining syndroms. But whenever i see ppl take bus 179 im full of envy. zzz worse still the bus i take to most of my camp is just right beside bus 179... NEvermind. hHaa Applied leave on 12Oct. hehe hope it'll get approved. LONG WEEKEND! im so smart. Thank u all the muslims i love u peeps.. NS has awakened my special abilities to tell the future. LET ME SEE... Tommorrow I'll wake up.... Eat breakfast(0600-0630). Travel(0630-0800). Report 30SCE Alpha(0800-1200). Eat lunch(1200-1330). Report OCS Delta(1330-1730). Go home(1730-1900). Eat Dinner(1900-1930). Play wow(1930-2130). Sleep(2130-onwards). ACtually i can tell u wad i'll be doing all the way until Sat hAHAaaaa got everyhting planned out. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:06 PM Monday, October 1, 2007 Am i getting old or wad. loL i think i sprained my back somehow just now during work. loL. i cant remember when that happened also. It just hurts.. Old man... Must be the flipping side breakfall.. hmm alright ok, ok ok alright alright. 30SCE's pretty much fine lah. It wasnt that bad from wad i thought initially. The trainees are nice, obedient... just like the tekong puppies. Fun to play with also... Just that they are more lao jiao den recruits. But still, enjoyable to teach. Not like 4SIR... Had a talk with.. the 2 65ths earlier during lunch and they both had same sentiments towards Starscream. Perhaps Megatron wasnt the worsse from our batch afterall. Im still Optimus :) Have a feeling im gonna tio Extra soon. Wonder if its just me being paraniod or wad. But those guys in OCS have yet to get me new Mats and Groin guards and the grading is this thursday. Worse still i still havent got a chance to check their grading form. Sien stupid tekong challenge.. screw all my schedule up.. DIE LAH.. better call up Foxtrot tmr. MB U GO SIGN XXX extra until u ORD BOHOHOO............... Sien u go find another stupid chao private who has so much responsibility to shoulder lah... still give me clerk's pay. today cut hair heart also pain.. stupid alien freak.. SAF i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:56 PM |