Monday, September 10, 2007 Feeling so SO SO SO SO VEXED. Perhaps i really had a misconception of my current job aka NS life. Did i really overlooked my job as something tat serious tat i'll really have to put in my best? If im right why arent everybody else doing it SO my life can be made easier? Crap. FUCK IT man. LOW and DOwn. Dun care le. wanna chu stunt right. I wud rather not work with u guys. I do everything myself. Sigh. Surprisingly when i start to count down. Time seems to snail down so much. Now tat its 69weeks... its starting to seem like 69yrs... Perhaps i shld go by each milestone. Like ppl's birthdays... 25Sep.. 16 oct.. 12nov... den festive seasons... Hari raya... NEw Yr.. chinese new yr.. Special dates.. 22feb.. Bithdays again blah blah blah.. crap. im losing myself... i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:05 PM |