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Monday, August 20, 2007 Sorry for the misunderstanding yesterday pedestrian K. Tho u may not even read this. Got a sudden sense of dismay and solitude after i recieved my gradation cert. As much as i hoped for it, im a full-fletched instructor from tmr onwards. And i guess it's also a start of a very very independent NS life. All the closer batch mates got posted far away to places i think i wun have a chance to go and hence there wun have a chance to see dem till a long time later. While i got stucked at the West with troublemakers and ppl who cant really teach. And the worse is tat i may be the next IC for OCS. oh well. So stressful. So many commitments and responsibilities shouldered upon me at one shot. I wonder if i can even teach the men well myself on top of all the other shit. Duty stuff tmr. Good time for me to reflect upon so many things tat have happened, not happened, shld have happen. Time to get use to lots of changes soon. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:10 PM |