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Sunday, August 26, 2007 Rest in peace. To the Cpt who passed on at AHM this morning. Going to Maju tmr. For BCCT. quite boring. i hate teaching BCCT. hopefully i can just hang arnd to assist tats all. Well yes im incharged of OCS, i think i've figured out a way to make the cadets learn well. I may be rather interesting i HOPE. Every Sunday is a start of a hope for the new week to end. Every passing week is a start to a hope of a another to end. Every passing Month is a start to a hope of another to end. Every passing yr.. Brings me closer to ORD. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:14 PM Friday, August 24, 2007 I guess i'll be spending most of my CCI days in a boring place v soon. Sigh.. just when i said i wanna teach man. SIENSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 6:55 PM Thursday, August 23, 2007 Cadets are boring. i had more fun teaching unit man. loL. Its really an enjoyment to teach those guys. Tho their techniques sucks most of the time. Yawns.. week ended so so quickly. i guess my ORD will be soon also! hah 1yr 5mths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! good good im optimistic! after 5mths i'll be left with 1yr and after tat i'll be counting the mths left to freedom. WHOWOOO. AHA aniway today was quite crapped out. I sort of play truant from NS lol. okay dun say animore. SHHHH.. well tat allowed me to up 2lvs for my char today! yayyy so fast. chiong chiong chiong. by this week end shld be can reach 20++++ alr. hEHE. AHM on sun. im reporting. But not running. loL look after bags. STupid i wud rather run. So many many weekends i['ll be missing. this sun. Next sat sun. woahhhhh suan le. time passes by quickly as an CCI. Enjoy life. While others suffer :) i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:57 PM Wednesday, August 22, 2007 Duty staff is crap. U pay peanuts u get monkeys. Dun expect me to give u california gym kind of service when u pay me 400 a month. Sien do the job alreadi still get complained. Stupid LTC. got rank big fish ah. Finally got a chance to teach after so long. hHA. i had fun. long story. dun wan to write. How's everyone OUT THERE?????????????????????????????????????? i'm so sure of what i feel inside 6:55 PM Monday, August 20, 2007 Sorry for the misunderstanding yesterday pedestrian K. Tho u may not even read this. Got a sudden sense of dismay and solitude after i recieved my gradation cert. As much as i hoped for it, im a full-fletched instructor from tmr onwards. And i guess it's also a start of a very very independent NS life. All the closer batch mates got posted far away to places i think i wun have a chance to go and hence there wun have a chance to see dem till a long time later. While i got stucked at the West with troublemakers and ppl who cant really teach. And the worse is tat i may be the next IC for OCS. oh well. So stressful. So many commitments and responsibilities shouldered upon me at one shot. I wonder if i can even teach the men well myself on top of all the other shit. Duty stuff tmr. Good time for me to reflect upon so many things tat have happened, not happened, shld have happen. Time to get use to lots of changes soon. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:10 PM Sunday, August 19, 2007 Die liao. Some unknown freak found my blog and tagged some unknown msg on it. I have a feeling its something not good. Suan le even if he's my mr Senoir Joe.. whom i guess is the only person i tot i had a grduge with.. hmm let me see.. i dare to write, dare to let ppl see. The most he suddenly switch to west team or command any of his loyal servants there to kill me while i slp. Anyway tho i'll forever leave my tagging Name as BruJah, i guessed everyone i know knows me by tat. So ya.. if someone eva tags and leaves a name so anonymous that onlie god himself can tell from one look, i think its kinda Gay. Dare to tag den dare to let ppl know who u are. If not dun tag. Acting mysterious doesnt really excites me. Wadeva. Its always the same problem dat flares me up. Ok im really looking forward to tmr. HAHA BUFFET LEH. okay siao liao le. I know nothing good's gonna happen during the lunch BUT im still v thrilled on the thot of a buffet. Cheap Thrill tho. Yawns. Henyway i really have no idea how Sheep is doing in Aust. Hope he's okay. 2 weeks passed by just like tat. No calls. No msges.. Even i everyday 9-5 come home online alreadi also never see him online. Post out liew.. so many things to learn.. so many new commitments to bare. Just hope that i can get to know things the easy way. Tell u the truth, i dun really like learning things the hard way, infact nobody does. If one can really learn it the easy way out... why waste the time and effort to make things hard for everyone?? But sadly its learning in NS, and let me reiterate, THE ARMY, that we're talkin abt. NS is full of shit. So ya.. u shld kinda have an idea wad's coming up soon and next. Full of blabberings and Jargon. i wonder wad's wrong with me. YAWNS. Crap to the empty kind of feeling that hits me all the time. Wad's lacking in my life. COME ON THINK!!!!! Solve the PROBLEM MB SOLVE IT. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:30 PM Thursday, August 16, 2007 YAY Buffet on monday!!! im such a glutton. But im not expecting anything good from the army tho. Shit buffet loL. Aniway i can jollywell say byebye to going to my dream camp alr. Byee khatib camp. SIGHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. From wad i heard, im not going to course team. Tats good! BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT. Im still posted to the west. DARN IT. I Wonder why. siEn. Just dun put me incharge of OCS can le.. i dun mind going to Keat HOng hAHAA.. its quite nice over there.. Yawns. posting out v v soon.erm tat will be after monday? hAA goods and bads tho. well prolly the onli reason for me to feel realived abt not going to North team is tat i wun have to team up with Pigman Joe. Si Dickface. go and ORD den Die la. GUARD DUTY TMR! stay in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay after so long. i hope it'll be fun. Erm Guard DUty... FUN? siao ah. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 6:55 PM Tuesday, August 14, 2007 Came back home with a stomach full of anger today. Its stupid tat the Army is as tho a place for all guys to flaunt their ego. Got rank play rank. No rank... den play senoirity. Super buetahan. First he was late for class. Den we as trainees had to cover his ass by preparing everything for grading tho we have no idea how. Next, the examiner came and we conducted the grading. WE AS CONDUCTING OFFICERS... right, when we are still trainees. Just when we are halfway thru, den he slowly walked into the grading grnd, pt here pt there.. give us Chao bin, give us attitude.. try to command authority. Lanjiao. "If u all come to north team i will tekan until u all die." ha. senoir, make sure i dun catch u testing the system and playing piank or i'll be the first to help sign u many many extra. Did i mention u look real like a wild Boar? Eat my shit u dickface Hope he doesnt become my upper study. If not ns life's gonna be rocky for me alr. Im very sure i will never let him go his way. Why make things hard for the both of us? so better Pray i dun go to ur unit, pig. arghhh ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.. Picked up the phone. wanna call someone just to complain. BUt suan le bah. U think serious de doesnt mean serious to others. Why bother. Besides they have better things to care abt. why spend the time on u. sigh. LANJIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. No use screaming reproductive organs also. Doesnt help. DAMN. Hope u ORD FAST FAST den DIE also i'm so sure of what i feel inside 6:43 PM Monday, August 13, 2007 "My GirlFrens can shout louder den u when they snatch for me" Cant believe i actually said tat today.. Aniway. TOday was uite crappy. Jason was hit with food poisoning... Think his Judo couldnt really save him from all tat pain still AHAA.. SO basically he stood at one corner bai pose.. Think he also dying soon. SOOOO.. i being such a nice guy volunteered to take all the lessons for the day. Seriously its not fun shouting and doing everything alone for the entire day. OH WELL. its not the best tat will happen tho. The worst has yet to come. I KNOW it will v soon. 7SIB tmr.. shouting grading commands.. WOAH.. haha its so much easier compared to teaching BCCT in tekong. yay im going somewhere nearer~~ FRIDAY GUARD DUTY PIANG PIANG PIANG. Next TUES DUTY STAFF >< i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:23 PM Saturday, August 11, 2007 nAHhhhhhhhh.. Feeling heaty again. Must watch wad i eat must watch wad i eat. remember remember. Instructor alr. must know how to take care of myself. stupid ulcer. Stupid organisation. Supposed to tell us our schedule on friday. End up till now i still have no idea where i'll go next week. I guess i'll have to concult Inst Richard myself tmr. Who's interestest to take up MMA lessons with me? i need a partner. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:27 PM Wednesday, August 8, 2007 The unspoken truth of "ppl" in UNI. A v fat and ugly senoir of mine who owes the organisation so many Extras and Guard Duties said tat i was like him.. fat. i wun mind if its a super model calling me tat, well at least she still gives me attention. BUT FOR HIM? FULL PADDING FULL PADDING Yawns.. screamed, shouted for sosososo long. Believe it or not tat's wad im gonna do for the next few yrs. Not bad lahh.. hAaa at least after everything u gain a sense of satisfaction when the men with lots of angkong come to u. show u a smile and give u a v hokkienish TANK AH instructor. This kind good. next time got ppl wanna beat up and need help.... can ask dem ahhaa.. Let me see.. went to GS's graduation parade. So boring.. almost fell aslp. BUt i was glad to be able to put on his Brown brown Beret. READY TO STRIKE!!! and die first. YAY SAFRA has awarded me with 2 free movie tickets. BUt watch simi lan show. watch everyting liao den give me. Got show watch also dunno ask who. One in Aust. One Guards so also cannot come home. One Combat storeman too busy with arranging stores. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:48 PM Tuesday, August 7, 2007 Guess who i taught for OCCT todaY? AHHAA Louis, daniel, hong jie, aizat, Sizun. LOL. i was like CRAP why are u here. okay coincidence do happen. loL. Stupid ppl... hai wo need to put in extra effort to impress dem. Now my back hearts like hell.. Thanks to be super jumping front break fall. Nahbei. Was reflecting abt the things i learnt for this few days. I guess i have to be original abt my teaching techniques. And guess wad i guess i've formulated one. Shld put it into trail tmr. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:25 PM Sunday, August 5, 2007 OCS, 4SIR, 6SIR, 42SAR, PLC. That's where i'll have to go next week. tmr's first stop- 4SIR. Gonna have first hand contact with a bunch of hokkien pengs. Seriously i wonder how those people are like. Hopefully i wun meet ppl i know. It's funny to knock frens down. yawns.. gonna stay in tmr. Not due to regimentation, but my own accord. OCS's a stop away, why waste the time, money and slp to travel all the way from My place to the end of SG. loL wuliao. Stay in also not bad lah. hoRRRRRRR sommore alone. sure v peaceful. Sent Sheep away early just now. HAAA i can see him being SOOO touched. RIGHTTTT SHEEP. all the best to ur airgrading. BE back onlie 1mth later. Dun let me see u any time earlier den tat. Aniway. The onlie day i feel real patrotic is...... u know when. ITs coming also. Thx Singapore for giving me a day off. I LOVE U SO MUCH i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:16 PM Had a little farewell with poh. ahah tho its not like we wun be seeing him forever. But i guess a mth without my closest fren arnd wud be so hard to pass. Bon Voyage man my fren. Im sure u'll pass the test. Caught Flashpt tgt. To some, it may make no sense. But doing wad i do now really made me appreciate the film so much. Grndfighting.. strikes.. throws.. locking techniques... each executed with the finest perfection. Nicely done. And i must say tat it's really realistic.(Other den the shooting part. It makes no sense to shoot with a sniper rifle without aiming loL) Saw Pris along de way. while waiting for mong to be done with his NDP stuffs. Strangely i was too shocked to see her. Was like WTFish geck geck. Oh well singapore's small enuf. Aniway had lots of fun talking cock with those 3Freaks. haha.. Combat Clerk/Storeman.. Do SOC with laptop. AHAa. GO MONG! Gs.. Repelling head down first from apache. Sheep... Stay in Aust forever and dun come back loL. Me fight in close combat with snipers.. Wtfish. haa.. i wonder. But strangely a small outing like this can really make me feel well again. Perhaps its true tat one shld go catch a breather once in a while. Alright all hyped up for OCS next week! GOGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Cos we are the best we're the CCIs i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:36 AM Saturday, August 4, 2007 If only i can just put down everything relax for a moment. That will be great. Yawnss.. Travelling really drains one of their energy. Went from north to east, east to north, north to east to east, east to west and north to west this week. Went to so many places i never tot i will eva do. Did so many different things i can hardly count. i really felt tat the week was long and hard to past. However i also feel that it's one of the more fruitful weeks. I really learnt and upgraded myself in many ways.let me see.. i ran, jumped, sprint, swam, played tennis, screamed, knocked recruits to the grnd.... lots lots lots more.. Next week shld be more tiring i guess... will be roaming in the streets further west. 4SIR.. some Armor camp. and OCS. yawns of all people i have to be called back to OCS, darn. its so blardie far. Now im thinking of staying in tho i can stay out. HAh right. Alone + Flashpt. Maybe i can catch a movie marathon myself this weekend. Poh's flying to aust this sunday. Lets wish him luck. GOogo!~ i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:20 AM Thursday, August 2, 2007 just when i tot everything is great. Got my dream course.. Got my dream vocation. Im good... ow my sister have to give me problems. GIVE MY FAMILY problems. totally sien. no mood. Guess wad she's locking herself up and talkin to me thru msn. Seroiusly i have no mood to reply her. ah crap. just hope she's stable enuf. I got enuf of her suicide threats. ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh now i worry. as much as i wanna siam from her. basket. headache. Just when i tot i had enuf of my own problems. yawns. time needs a turbo charger. It passes by too slowly. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:02 PM Wednesday, August 1, 2007 Wad i was forced to do today really make me wonder if i was the same as the recruits some mths ago. Oh well. Aniway its good to command authority sometimes HEHEHHEE.. U better watch out ah dun play punk with me. Aniway. I guess it's true that the Black Polo T we wear is an Epic item. Once u put it on.. ur Agil +100 Strgth +100 Intel +100 Stamina +100 Spirit +100. HAaa. Did Demo today. And i can really feel that my breakfalls are at least a few inches higher, Aggression is higher haha.. wadeva. Everything like do better correct le. DUnno. im really enjoying wad im doing now as a erm... Instructor-soon-to-be. I wonder. If i can just forget that im in NS and take it as tho im doing a job that teaches people(sadly no girls) close combat skills, the remaining one and a half yr will be so enjoyable. Unless i get sick of doing the same thing over and ovre ago. Arghh Guard Duty on the 17. Thank god its a friday. lalaa.. I wanna watch FlashPoint. Hope the guys will watch with me. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 7:40 PM |