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Monday, July 30, 2007 Guys do u know that its actually a chargable offence for an NSF to get drunk? ANIWHERE ANITIME ANIWAY. Great. I almost got charged in camp in my no4 today i guess. DAMNED. I swear its not my fault. Tell me where got own senoirs and boss force cans of alcohol down the throat of someone so young and cute? I cant remember how many cans i had but i was like Gong gong untli must take cab home from SFT.. HAha BCCT was super fun and the recruits was SOOOoo NICe to teach. They can be suffering from mild obesity but those guys really made my day. Too bad its too far and i guess im onlie officially allowed to stay on that island for 2 more days. AWwww i really miss tat place bad. Aniway i heard i may get posted out as fast as next week. Gosh thats like freaking fast. Damned.. "Instructor Big fuck is it?" loL. i think so leh. Yayy tekong tekong~~ i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:06 PM Sunday, July 29, 2007 yawnnss.. feel so empty right now. i wonder why. Ran thru some messy thots yesterday night and i really couldnt figure out somestuffs. SIghhhhhhhhhh. Cant wait for time to pass by me or me to pass by time. I shld start learning Taiqi. So i can learn to push everything aside. HURRY HRURY!! i wanna book in quick!~ When i blow my whistle once u give me a jab. Blow twice give me a jab and a cross. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 4:38 PM Saturday, July 28, 2007 Another yr has passed and it's that day of the yr again. gosh. The AI course is cancelled and now we've been deployed to Tekong! hHaaa gosh. Super unexpected and my 8 to 5 NS life is about to begin! Yawns. Sister's off to beijing and i wonder when i'll get to see her in person again. zzzzzzzzz Simpsons simpsons~~ i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:33 AM Sunday, July 22, 2007 I wonder if u can even call tat a book in! HAHA In tonight. out Tuesday 2days later!! YAY!!~~ sommore bookout at khatib camp wahhaa WALK HOME WALK HOME~~ But i guess i'll prolly spend most of the leave with myself. Let me see. The guys will be in camp. and the girl(s?) will be in redang. OK lah still have poh with his 9-5 thingy b4 he flies off. But wadeva the case is i wun be TAT lonely! Now tat i have my new wife with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY but no games -__________________- YET i'm so sure of what i feel inside 2:18 PM Friday, July 20, 2007 Seen the last of my training phase. Now for the MOI and Self-improvement stage. Mr Benny brought back the old flame and ignited my love for an OLD sport. Time to go back to TKD. I wonder how far i can go. Legs full of blueblack. hAa. but the patches are fading already, thanks to some holywater i have to apply everyday. Lightning fast strikes and knock out kicks~~ I WAN MY BLACK POLO SHIRTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4 more WEEKS!!!!! "When u see men in black, comply or get ready to get destroyed(Tekan)" -Men "When u see PTIs, comply, u will never outrun dem. They are fitter den u" -Men "When u see ur RSM, comply, he's incharge ur qualification to weekend duties" -Men "When u see ur superiors, comply, or u'll go hello hello(DB)" -Men i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:02 PM Sunday, July 15, 2007 The stupid feeling i feel all the time b4 i book in just hitted me again. Darn. ECCT phase!!! Over powering of sentry! Tying of Prisoner! FULL CONTACT SPARRING!!!! alright as much as i hate booking in again. All the things i'll get to learn kinda excits me alil. oh well. YAY!~ after next week i'll have 3days of block leave. ahahaa.. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 6:54 PM Friday, July 13, 2007 A strange feeling hit me as i walked down the same old route i use to take everyday as i walked home today. I looked at wad i was wearing, my flawless smartess 4. And i recalled myself walking down the same path in my Cat High Uniform, followed by my Innova Uniform. haa. i wonder wad's coming next. Was quite disappionted over the results of my ACCT grading. The supposite one of the best pair, me, didnt really flair well. 2 P+ out of 5 when i see any other guy easily getting more den 3. Crap. Instructor Richard came to me and told me," hey dun be sad. Sometimes what we think u can do are not really seen by the examiner, so u know dun take it to heart." Sigh but im still disappionted. Went a lil overboard with Sparring just now. Totally filled myself with adrenaline, forgot totally abt the pains here and there. And now i regretted putting in so much. AHaaaa.. pain pain pain cant move right hand liao. oh well. At least done with ACCT and im halfway to becoming a full time certified insturctor. MOI is gonna be quite hard, i have plenty to learn. Beinging a teacher may not be as easy as one seems afterall. YAWNS. So little time but nothing to do. AHAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i'm so sure of what i feel inside 8:05 PM Sunday, July 8, 2007 When i Book in... I cannot Slp... I cannot Slp... I think of her.. Pick up the phone.. Msging to her.. But forhowever i wait, there is no reply... I wanna cry... I wanna to DIE.. I ask myself... oh wad the heck.. when i book out.. i'll go try my luck... loL. WHooooooooooooooOOt Bookin Bookin Book. 2more weeks to after couse, aftercourse aftercourse. 2 more weeks to after course. after after course WHooOO i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:28 AM Friday, July 6, 2007 i got elbowed so many times this week. Zzzz... Judo National Champ power ah. It's really a tiring week. I wonder if it's true that age is really catching up with me. I remember that the trainings for Track and cross was tougher den this. Yet i'll really get soooO exhuasted training as an OJT. Went thru the techniques for ICCT for a few thousand times and i guess the amount i perspired would have filled up one thousand reservoirs to their brim. But wadeva.. all the hardwork didnt go to waste. Got quite good results for the grading(tho not good enuf to beat Instructor Tham's record). Was kinda glad. ACCT next week. haha. i guess its gonna be tougher. Throw there throw here.. More breakfalls to come.. Pugil Stick sparring is fun. Judo Champ so wad. Head gear also kanna hit until fly until dunno where... but wadeva lah, tho he's really quite ki siao abt training sometimes, he really taught me alot. Just that he shld be more modest and less egoistic with his erm.. achievements(actually national champ nothing big lah HAa). Just hope tat my shoulder wudnt give me any problems. Its stupid that i'll get injured for wadeva i do in each part of my life.. Zzzzz.. Heal heal heal please Let it heal... Sigh. I guess it's a reality that everywhere we go we'll come across trouble makers and Pampered kids stucked in their adult shells. The Bad thing is we get to suffer together with dem. Suffer with Buddies i dun mind. But suffering with these ppl, who certainly will never learn from their mistakes, TOTALLY sucks. NO HARD OBJECTS still can have keys and coins in pocket.. Book in at 22.30 book in late. Fall in at 13.25 fall in late.... must as well go and die. I hope i'll get to spar with these ppl. Such simple tasks like these they cant even comply. Wanna be instructors. My foot. HAa. yawns. boring weekend. stay at home and rest. Everyone's(Buddies) got their own life. Its time to have mine, but sadly i dun think they(buddies) will have any(time) to be in it. I wanna be an Instructor SOoooooOOn!~ haha.. Gosh shld i volunteer to be posted back to Tekong????? ehhh 5 MORE WEEKS to 9-5~~ Must think of some phrases to use when tekaning ppl HAaaaa.. Just kidding. I'll be a good instructor. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 9:14 PM |