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Thursday, May 31, 2007 Back from three days of Sit Test... Or i shld i say Saikang. Was at the Sit Test Camp Site,OUTFIELD btw, Yet i wasnt allowed to take part, due to some stupid status i had. Tho i claimed tat my shin was okay, my COY was rigid enuf to not allow me to lift my status. OH wad the heck. Think abt it, tat's how selfish things can be at the management lv. Why will the commanders do things tat will risk putting demselves in a silly senario? duh to dem if i did join the Sit Test and den fall out due to my status, it will be dem to blame. Crap Oh well. so i spent 3days looking at how others did their tests while i covered their shitholes with all the shitload they passed out. Figuratively as well as literally. I knew that there's gonna be a RE-sittest for me. Bad enuf i know its gonna be on a weekend. The bad things just get piling up. Suppositly im gonna celebrate mybig sis's bday this weekend cos she's going overseas for 1 mth. NOw i cant see her off and be there personally to wish her Happy bday. On the other hand, my 2nd sis is also leaving for australia, great and today and tmr will be the last time i'll be seeing her all the way until erm.. like august? CRAP. So wad if i book out after POP, all i see are walls and my ceiling. Sigh. But i guess of all the bad things tat happened, matters often reciprocate demselves. Well at least now im now more determined to say NO to command school and risk for CCI. This v nice CCI msged me while i was booking out to inform me tat im in the top 10names in the selection list. HOWEVER tat still doesnt guarentee me a place as a CCI. SO ya.. who knows.. if i really did risk, i may jolly well become a Rifleman.. or maybe go to Guards.. The toughest times for me in BMT isnt gonna be the start... but towards the end.. Yawns.. chiong thru sit test, den there's IPPT, den there's SOC, den there's games day, den there's GP rehearsals, den there's route marches.. all packed out from friday till next sat....woAhhhhh... I'll be a better man once i pull thru. YEAH! i'm so sure of what i feel inside 1:47 AM |