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Thursday, May 31, 2007 Back from three days of Sit Test... Or i shld i say Saikang. Was at the Sit Test Camp Site,OUTFIELD btw, Yet i wasnt allowed to take part, due to some stupid status i had. Tho i claimed tat my shin was okay, my COY was rigid enuf to not allow me to lift my status. OH wad the heck. Think abt it, tat's how selfish things can be at the management lv. Why will the commanders do things tat will risk putting demselves in a silly senario? duh to dem if i did join the Sit Test and den fall out due to my status, it will be dem to blame. Crap Oh well. so i spent 3days looking at how others did their tests while i covered their shitholes with all the shitload they passed out. Figuratively as well as literally. I knew that there's gonna be a RE-sittest for me. Bad enuf i know its gonna be on a weekend. The bad things just get piling up. Suppositly im gonna celebrate mybig sis's bday this weekend cos she's going overseas for 1 mth. NOw i cant see her off and be there personally to wish her Happy bday. On the other hand, my 2nd sis is also leaving for australia, great and today and tmr will be the last time i'll be seeing her all the way until erm.. like august? CRAP. So wad if i book out after POP, all i see are walls and my ceiling. Sigh. But i guess of all the bad things tat happened, matters often reciprocate demselves. Well at least now im now more determined to say NO to command school and risk for CCI. This v nice CCI msged me while i was booking out to inform me tat im in the top 10names in the selection list. HOWEVER tat still doesnt guarentee me a place as a CCI. SO ya.. who knows.. if i really did risk, i may jolly well become a Rifleman.. or maybe go to Guards.. The toughest times for me in BMT isnt gonna be the start... but towards the end.. Yawns.. chiong thru sit test, den there's IPPT, den there's SOC, den there's games day, den there's GP rehearsals, den there's route marches.. all packed out from friday till next sat....woAhhhhh... I'll be a better man once i pull thru. YEAH! i'm so sure of what i feel inside 1:47 AM Friday, May 25, 2007 Please bare with this. Its whines. I really ahve no idea how i shld path my future in NS. From all i know, i have a good chance for OCS. At the same time for beinging a CCI.But i'll have to choose between the 2. Preferably CCI i must say. But saying NONO to command school puts me in risk to become MAN. Something i'll likely choose OCS den being one. Moreover tho its said that i do have a good chance of being a CCI too, it doesnt guarentee that i'll get in. So its like DAMNED.. i do need to take a risk.. wadeva.. i guess im doing it at a real expense.. OCS.. i guess my commanders will be so disappointed in my for trying to risk for CCI.... HOPEFULLY... someone, some almighty being can make my wish true.. PLEASE... i'm so sure of what i feel inside 10:23 PM Saturday, May 19, 2007 if anyone else is still have the misconception that Mohawk is xiong.. i advice u to think again. Field camp ended in a snap. of all the scares and frights. Field Camp in Mohawk is easy man. did the usual stuffs in syllabus(building of basha, fire movement, flanking, retrogate, Crossing Danger zone, tactical movement, all the digging and urban training) and guess wad.. the remaining time is just for admin purposes. The tekaning isnt tat bad also. Pushup position change crunches position change alternate leg trust position change recover knock it down X 10000.... not too bad tho. the usual i see. loL but i guess i was sway enuf for the camp. Tio regimental Guard Duty tat ended with a creepy experience, nominated Section IC, nominated PLATOON IC..... sigh. Its hard to lead unwilling man. No pt being garang alone when every else's sloppy... HOpefully i've shown enuf tats enuf to get me to whereeva i wan to go and quickly let me step down... Aniway I'll be going for the selections to become a close conbat instructor. If i ever make it hehe it'll be a 9 to 5 NS life for me till i ORD!! Aniway anihow if i dun make it.. i guess i'll just chiong sua to go OCS liao... Ahaa oWell. get to slp at home for 2 days. everyday NSF man get to slps at home is a previlage. Home Sweet Home. I wanna watch spiderman. AHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i'm so sure of what i feel inside 1:24 AM Sunday, May 6, 2007 A is for AirBorne B is for banana Another 1 week of Mohawk legacy to tell. haha nothing much actually, can mainly remember going to IMT(individual marksmanship training) to play with the guns there. shot so many times. Yawnsss and i still cant really shoot well. Grouping sizes are still kinda big and i cant seem to hit fig 15 targets. Zzzzzzzz wahaha. its a strange feeling and hence i'll write it down. Everytime i step onto the shores of Singapore during book outs, the grass always seems greener, sky looks more blue and the air simply smells more fresh. Its good to be a civilian. YAWNS PT in BMT is my warm up, but the overnight stay is my hell. i miss mama. booking in later tonight at 2045. Will never screw it up again. loL bad experience. Aniway the next book out will be 2weeks later cos of field camp. Its gonna be tiring but at least its gonna be fun. AHAHAA. chiong chiong chiong prone prone prone. shoot blanks. bang bang bang. Die there's IPPT diagnostic test. can get gold? Zzz i cant puLL. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 11:14 AM |