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Monday, March 26, 2007 It is 清明 today. So my family met up with the bigger family. Did some praying.. Giving of offerings to my ancestors. And i got to see You again. This strange feeling just struck me when i cleaned ur tablet. I wonder if u are feeling lonely. I guess this'll probably be the last time i'll get to see u for maybe the remaining of this yr. Dun think i'll be able make it down to see u again on the 28thofjuly.But i'l try my best. Just a few days ago i stumbled across some pictures we took. In my Album of Memoir i always called it, however hard i tried, i couldnt even fake out a smile. There's so much undone when u left. And im feeling sad for u. and for myself. I wonder if u're even there to hear my whines Sent inmy application finally.. Cracked my brains hard to get the essays done. For a moment i tot i was sending in my application to SMU. oh well. I seriously dun feel likehelpinganyone anymore. Itsawasteofmytime. I hate to say it but i dun wan to help u. YET i still did. Gosh wads with me. i'm so sure of what i feel inside 12:56 AM |